Forbidden.Angel revealed !

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Have you ever....

Have you ever told someone things in confidence so they could get to know you better and they have used those very same statements against you?

Have you ever loved someone enough to let them completely misuse the "power" you have given them?

Have you ever been hurt so much that your insides feel like they are in a washing machine?

Have you ever been so angry that everything you see is tainted in red?

Have you ever presented a completely contradictory picture of yourself to the world whilst feeling something completely different on the inside?

Have you ever spent two whole months drinking every night to forget what happened - what you let happen?

Have you ever felt tears slide down ur face as you watch something on tv that reminds u of someone?

Have you ever felt haunted?

Have you ever looked evil directly in the eye whilst it did everything in its power to destroy you?

Have you ever felt so drained that you don't even have the strength for revenge?

Have you had this happen to you over and over again?

Have you any idea of the sense of rejection, insecurity, loss, fragility, pain, ugliness it can fill a person with??

Have you any idea the unsurmountable amount of strength it takes for you to move on from all of this??

Have you ever kept it all inside the confines of the walls of your mind??

Hmm.

I HAVE.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmmm..I did too

12:41 PM  
Blogger preetham said...

This is surreal,insane.Its almost like reading my autobiography.Im sure i couldnt have done a better job.The way you articulate stuff is impressive .If i start my blog one day,all ive got to do is copy paste all your stuff with the name changed ofcourse.

4:25 PM  

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