Farewell

Well it’s that time of the year again, well worse yet it’s that time of life. College has ended and everyone is off in their own direction. Some are heading off to work, some are heading off to continue their education in bigger Universities. It’s that time of the year, or your life when you get all sentimental, thinking back on all the good times you had with your friends. And thinking about all the bad times too, and how they ended and what you could have changed, would it have been better if, would it have been worse if.

I missed a lot of days of College and I regret that now. Not because I didn’t technically graduate, but because I missed time I could have spent with friends. But you can’t really make up for lost time, once it’s gone, it’s gone. Which is what I’m realizing now, I always knew it but I’m actually understanding it now I guess.

For the last few months as this date has been getting closer and closer I’ve been saying more and more how much it’s going to suck not being able to see everyone. I suppose I should try and make the best of this last. I’m sure we’ll see each other throughout the next few years but I always wonder what next. What about after we get jobs all over the globe. I know there’s the internet and we can chat online and that’s great, but it’s not the same.

I’m finally realizing how much everyone meant to me, I guess you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone is true. Not that my friends are gone. But now I feel like I’m losing more than I ever felt I had. I didn’t feel I was the greatest friends with everyone, I always wanted to be, and I always wanted to fit in. I felt it was my fault that I wasn’t better friends with everyone. But they are the greatest friends I know for sure. Love you guys ! muah !