50 things about me !

I read this on another blog and thought it might be fun to do myself. It took me hours complete it. It's a lot harder than it looks. Okie,here goes !

1.Im an extremely sensitive person.
2. When I love I give it my all.
3. I love music ( especially telugu music ) .
4. I love to read.
4. I love to watch movies. Im a BIG TIME movie freak basically.
6. I have a very loud guilty conscience.
7. I love hearing about other people's life experiences.
8. I think people are the best source to learn things in life.
9. My idea of a perfect night with friends is hanging out and talking about things.
10. I have a very low tolerance for stupid people.
11. I am romantic.
12. I hate when people argue even when they know they are wrong.
13. I respect honesty, lemme put it this way HONESTY in caps.
14. I like spending time in solitude.
15. I think the most precious thing in a relationship is when two people can sit together in the same room and do their own thing.
16. I love going on long drives.
17. I can't stand egocentric people.
18. I like to read astrology but do not believe in living by it.
19. How I wish I can read minds.
20. I am not one to live life according to rules.
21. I can be obsessive.
22. I love scary movies.
23. I am really bad at remembering birthdays and anniversaries.I have a crappy memory.
24. I believe in living life in the moment.
25. I love nights, sleeping by my window side and looking out of the window, I jus love it.
26. I have a bad temper.
27. I try to get over my anger as soon as possible.
28. I suffer from a huge migraine problem.
29. I don't like bright lights.
30. My greatest fear is the loss of a loved one.
31. I hate cats,lizards and cockroaches.
32. I love to make people laugh.( Yeah, I have good sense of humour)
33. I absolutely adore people who can make me laugh
34. You'l find me dozing away to glory most of the time,in my room.
35. I can make a stranger feel like a friend.
36. Im a good listener ( That's if i give a chance for the other person to talk ).
37. I loveeeee food !
38. I muse a lot. A LOT.
39. I get bored easily.
40. I like to multitask.
41. Current Feeling: Sleepy.
42. Current Thought: I have to hurry up and finish.
43. Oh yeah, I wish on stars.
44. Im a total phone person.
45. Like any other girl, I love shopping.
46. I am crazy abt footwear, I think i have like three shelves full of it.
47. Never trust anyone more than self.
48. I can be easily fooled.
49. I am running out of things to say.
50. I am so happy this is done.

That movie name-which-i-cant-spell

You feel enthused, pumped up and bow to this movie director whose movie just blew you away.
You can’t wait to see his next piece of work. His next work comes out, you go in to watch the movie, you come out walking like a zombie…your mind is numb, you are ready to be sent back to kindergarten to re-learn the a,b,c and the only thought knocking inside your skull is “What the fuck happened inside?”.
You see, the movie of this genius movie maker is similar to the work done by babies who are learning to …Watched ANUMANASPADAM...Well..yeah..the movie SUCKED ! Was such a disappointment..especially when it was cuming from the director VAMSI..who made amazing movies like " Anveshana" ,"April okati vidhudhala", " Ladies tailor" etc etc. Firstly, the movie obviously sucked..secondly..I SO FREAKING CANT SPELL THE NAME RIGHT !

ANUMANAASPADAM.. anu-maa-naas-padam..okie say dat like 10 times..Real fast !! Thr u go..1...2...3.....

What matters..

A friend once explained his difficulty getting close to others "when I decide to trust someone, to open up to someone, it's me putting my heart in my hands, cradling it carefully and placing it on the floor beside them. They can turn and step upon it, they can pick it up and cradle it. It's frightening to be this vulnerable" My heart has been crushed as many times as it's been cradled by another. Just as random people can hurt, those you know more can wound you more. Sometimes we hold on to such people because of blood, old times sake, but whatever the reason, if a person hurts more than they help. It's time to let it go.

And those we love, and love us in return, we must hold tight to us. For some reason it's the ones we love the most we treat the most unjustly. Somehow we persist in the belief that there will be a tomorrow to apologize or to give the hug. When it comes down to it, you can not say with certainty that tomorrow will be what you think. It's not worth it to hang up the phone in anger, to roll your eyes and walk away from the ones you love the most. Life is much too short.

I read a quote sumwhere,which goes like this " If you're honest with yourself you know what you're probably arguing over is not worth it, in the end you will reconcile, embrace the love and release the hate towards the ones you love the most because in the end love is all there really ever was " .... I think I finally understand.

Blah !

And here I sit, doing the same thing I've done every day for the last couple of weeks, in spite of my having told myself I would put something here, dammit. It goes something like this:

Me: opens blog entry screen ... stares blankly
The Big Empty Blog Window: Managing to look larger than my screen ...

Me: ...
* yawns*
Me: closes the window ... sighs

Ha.